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Sunday, August 28, 2005

Oh so I'm grounded for two weeks. Nothing big.


”Wanna touch my foam?.


So Friday I went with Kelly(v) to Plainfield Souths football game vs Lincoln-way Central. It was a fucking blast. Horses running to techno and running into walls. We couldn’t stop laughing. I didin’t fully understand why, but we were. Then at the game Philip was an ass hole. I bought some foam and had everybody touch it. I made friends with a girl with a blown up mint condom. That was pretty sweet. Kelly explained to me the concept of football. I got confused then played with crickets at the top of the bleachers. Some fat woman started dancing randomly. I got down on the floor laughing it was fucking insane, it was the funniest thing I’ve ever seen in my life. Her front butt was bigger than her ass in the back. You’d have to be there. Then as we were leaving, it was emotional. Fucking Philip. We got Mexican food. It was delicious. Well I just got some drink. But it was orgasmic.

6 Flags. Woot!.


Me, Demi, Pat, Karyn, and Maggie, we were all going to 6 flags, Demi drove all the way to Pat’s house, decided she wasn’t going to go anymore. So I just went with Pat Maggie and Karyn. It was a fucking blast. I got so bruised because I’m too tall for a lot of the rides. We went on every ride there except V2, that was closed. My boyfriend is great. I mean that. I’m falling so hard for him. Karyn and I hated the hell out eachother since we met. BUt then Maggie and Pat were making a CD at this one place in 6 flags and that gave Karyn and I a lot of bonding time. She’s fucking awesome.Pat is a really good singer. He got mad at me before he made the CD because I was kind of flirting with the guy who ran one of the rides. Pat got mad, but I made it up to him. We didin’t wind up leaving the park till near closing time.

NEVER. DRIVE. IN. 2ND GEAR. GOING 70MPH!!.


On the way home, Pat accidently drove in 2nd gear and drove like 70 mph and fucked up his car. It died and wouldn’t start. He was like near crying because he lied to his Mom a lot for the day. I had so amny things going through my head I was so scared. I calmed Pat down atleast. He was actually laughing a lot afterwards. My phycology doesn’t work on me. I got so freaked out. Panic attack much?. I had no idea what was going on. Some battery booster guy came out to try and fix Pats car. It was no use. We called the police and had a tow-truck come and get us. Karyns Mom came and got me and Karyn while we followed Pat to his house in the tow-truck. On the way to Pats house I tried to lie to my Mom. It didn’t work. I told her Demis car broke down at McDonalds. My Mom asked to talk to Demi’s Mom. I told her she ran across the street to go get food. I didin’t realise that we were already at McDonalds to get food. I just wound up telling my Mom the whole story, and everything that happened. Then my Mom talked to Karyns Mom for a while in the car. I am so fucked.

Currently as I’m writing this, my Mom isn’t home. I’m not sure how much trouble I’m in yet. All I know is I’m totally fucked. No social Life for a long long time and I lost my Mom’s trust.. ..

This is probably going to be my last xanga post for a long, long time. Once I’m trusted again, I’ll post more.. ..


Thursday, August 25, 2005

Lack of homework?.


Sadly I miss homework. So far everyone has had to write like 2 papers for their classes. Those most I've had to do it cover 2 books. I honestly do not feel challened enough. I'm sure that feeling will change, fast. History, I'm gonna get a moderate ammount of work, that class is going to be hard. I have no desire to learn about American History. Algebra is a breeze. We're only required to bring our books the days that the administrators come into the class. Seriously. i finished all of my work in 5 minutes. With a 15 minute lecture. Ms Burns said that'd be about how much we'll be learning a day in her class. For 25 minutes I listened to Quasi and BrokenSocial Scene and played solitare on my iPod. Sweet?. My Physical Science teacher is fucking hot. Oof. I'm gonna be pretty distracted the entire hour. I have lunch with Kelly(V). She sits by me now, but I'm predicting for her to blow up un everybody at my table or join in and become a stonner. Broadcasting I have a project due at the end of the semester. It's worth 40% of our final grade. But it's going to be so much fun. Parteners for the porject will hopefully be Jake and Carishma.

"Paul quit hyperventilating.”


Demi calls. Tells me to go outside. I got out there. I just died. I couldn't take it. Her beautiful `76 Mercades Benz just sitting there before me. I was probably happier than she was. Jesus Christ. Damn that car even has a fucking system and power windows. I was so shocked. Power windows on a `76. Wow. Demi’s Dad and my Mom bonded. My Mom’s getting him a job in the union. I am seriously so excited. And for my final movie I want to have that car in it. Tonight was intense. This was the most excitment that I have felt in weeks. Even though it’s not my car, I’m in the car with Demi 90% of the time she drives, so now we’re gonna get around in the Mercades. I am in love with her car. The car needs a name?. Any suggestions?.

Africian Goddess.


Carishma. She's one of those people who change you life forever. My best friends have already done this, but having a close friend that natively lives in SouthAfrica, that's phenominal. She's an actress back home. She's a sweet heart. My first impression of her, I thought she'd be one of those foreign girls who have no street smart and only know what books tell them. She proved me wrong. She's a real person. She has sex with her boyfriend and she's in love with him. She's done drugs. She's been to more god damn states than I have. I'm her only gay friend, in the entire world. Out of the places she's been, not once has she met a homosexual. She's so intrigued by it. Quite frankly I wouldn't be suprised if she wanted a threesome with me with another guy. I think she has a huge crush on me. Carishma is phenominal. Over the summer she wants me to come to SouthAfrica. My Mom said it'd be fine just as long as Josie (her host parents kid) goes. I know she probably will. Josies Mom is Jackie (my church mentor). So my parents know Carishma's host parents pretty damn well. I am so looking forward to saving up money this year and going to SouthAfrica. Maybe I'll quit smoking. That way I might have more money for the trip. Anyways Carishma is a really down to earth girl. She's so damn american-ized. She's one of my number one people now.


Tuesday, August 23, 2005

:: Barf ::


So today was great but tiring. My stomach was eating it's self, Nikki told me "At least something is eating." It was funnier than it sounds. So what the hell is up with me having classes with everybody that I don't know. Lame. Elisha looks absolutely rediclous. She's trying so damn hard to be somehing she's obviously not. Pfft. So I met two foreign exchange students today. One's from Africa, the other from Spain. Africa is cooler. Then I met this senior, Jake. He's pretty awesomely hardcore. We have brdcstng together. SWEET!. I am so fucking aggrivated with Freshman. They fucking just stand there, and are like "OMG OMG OMG! HS IS SO COOL! YEA!." I'm seriously like stfu. Then They block the hall ways. I just pushed them all over. THen some kids found out I was gay, and were saying shit, so I just had to make a scene. I said very loudly, "Yeah I'm fucking gay. I like the dick. and I suck it pretty damn good. Bitch." No one cared. The freshman were in awe and didn't say another word. Glorious.


Saturday, August 20, 2005

Um. Hello BoyFriend.


Today sucked. Tonight was phenominal. Before I went out for the night. My Mom asked me if I wanted Smitty to adopt me so I wouldn't have to talk to my Dad ever again afterwards. I got really happy. Pat picked me up. We drove around in Manhatten for no reason. Then picked up Demi and went to a cemetery in Joliet. It was fun and scary. It was getting dark and we kept seeing solid green lights everywhere. Weird. Demi took a million pictures. Then we went to get some Dunkin' Donuts coffee. Pat bought me a donut. Got powder all over our faces. I screamed "I'm a fucking homosexual!," in the middle of Dunkin'. No one seemed to care. It was so halarious.Then we took Demi home. Then Pat and I sat in front of my house. I asked him to Homecomming. He accepted. I smiled. Then since neither of us were going to ask out one another because we always ave bad luck when we ask people out. So. We had a mutual dating agreement. So neither of us had to ask one another out. but we're dating. Woot for boyfriend!. Pat's so.. Ah!.. Awesome.



  

  

  

  




  

  

  



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